Archive for March, 2007

Whacky Friday

Friday, March 30th, 2007

I can feel fatigue and sickness creeping through the muscles in my arms and shoulders. It is hateful (though, providential, nonetheless) to be thrown down by the throes of sickness once again, even if it isn’t the “bad” kind. It is still bad enough. Coughing voices are haunting my days and nights, even invading my dreams!

Stepping out into the sunshine and lifting our faces to the sky yesterday was a pleasure. A sigh escaped from all our lips as we left the confines of the house and the pressure that surrounded us from sickness. Food eaten in the open air, sweet water drunk in the shade, footsteps trod on the downy grass of spring and piquant scents inhaled by our welcoming noses did our spirits much good.

Today is just another day of Spring. Warmth is enveloping the house and drawing out every shade of green from the woods engulfing us.

In the past 24 hours I have baked 3 different bread recipes, resulting in a total of 5 loaves. Unfortunately, the lovely sounding Easter bread that I was baking for a friend turned out to be a complete brick. Complete with 2 cups milk, 1/2 cup butter, 12 eggs, 1 cup sultanas and 1 1/4 cups sugar. Oh well, we must all suffer our failures to win our victories.

The victory after this particular dud were perfect baguettes. Well, perfect according to me, with a crisp, crackly crust that I’m sure will break into shards when cut. Large, irregular air holes, a creamy color, and a slightly sourdough taste.

The only reason they turned out so well was because I used the baguette recipe in Artisan Baking Across America, borrowed from a friend. After making the fermented thing called a poolish and spending all morning crafting and baking this bread, all I can say is, “wow”. But I don’t even get to eat it, because, tomorrow, it is going to take a little trip to the lady who ordered it. I will make more, though.

If this little girl stays up much longer she is going to turn into a monster, and today was already whacky enough. I can safely say that today was the clumsiest day of my existence. No matter though, it will likely be counter-balanced by tomorrow being really great.

Grace

Give Me Liberty Or Give Me Death!

Friday, March 23rd, 2007

Am I the only one who know that this is the *ahem, uses calculator* 232d anniversary of Patrick Henry’s most famous oration?

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No man thinks more highly than I do of the patriotism, as well as abilities, of the very worthy gentlemen who have just addressed the House. But different men often see the same subject in different lights; and, therefore, I hope it will not be thought disrespectful to those gentlemen if, entertaining as I do opinions of a character very opposite to theirs, I shall speak forth my sentiments freely and without reserve. This is no time for ceremony. The questing before the House is one of awful moment to this country. For my own part, I consider it as nothing less than a question of freedom or slavery; and in proportion to the magnitude of the subject ought to be the freedom of the debate. It is only in this way that we can hope to arrive at truth, and fulfill the great responsibility which we hold to God and our country. Should I keep back my opinions at such a time, through fear of giving offense, I should consider myself as guilty of treason towards my country, and of an act of disloyalty toward the Majesty of Heaven, which I revere above all earthly kings.

Mr. President, it is natural to man to indulge in the illusions of hope. We are apt to shut our eyes against a painful truth, and listen to the song of that siren till she transforms us into beasts. Is this the part of wise men, engaged in a great and arduous struggle for liberty? Are we disposed to be of the number of those who, having eyes, see not, and, having ears, hear not, the things which so nearly concern their temporal salvation? For my part, whatever anguish of spirit it may cost, I am willing to know the whole truth; to know the worst, and to provide for it.

I have but one lamp by which my feet are guided, and that is the lamp of experience. I know of no way of judging of the future but by the past. And judging by the past, I wish to know what there has been in the conduct of the British ministry for the last ten years to justify those hopes with which gentlemen have been pleased to solace themselves and the House. Is it that insidious smile with which our petition has been lately received? Trust it not, sir; it will prove a snare to your feet. Suffer not yourselves to be betrayed with a kiss. Ask yourselves how this gracious reception of our petition comports with those warlike preparations which cover our waters and darken our land. Are fleets and armies necessary to a work of love and reconciliation? Have we shown ourselves so unwilling to be reconciled that force must be called in to win back our love? Let us not deceive ourselves, sir. These are the implements of war and subjugation; the last arguments to which kings resort. I ask gentlemen, sir, what means this martial array, if its purpose be not to force us to submission? Can gentlemen assign any other possible motive for it? Has Great Britain any enemy, in this quarter of the world, to call for all this accumulation of navies and armies? No, sir, she has none. They are meant for us: they can be meant for no other. They are sent over to bind and rivet upon us those chains which the British ministry have been so long forging. And what have we to oppose to them? Shall we try argument? Sir, we have been trying that for the last ten years. Have we anything new to offer upon the subject? Nothing. We have held the subject up in every light of which it is capable; but it has been all in vain. Shall we resort to entreaty and humble supplication? What terms shall we find which have not been already exhausted? Let us not, I beseech you, sir, deceive ourselves. Sir, we have done everything that could be done to avert the storm which is now coming on. We have petitioned; we have remonstrated; we have supplicated; we have prostrated ourselves before the throne, and have implored its interposition to arrest the tyrannical hands of the ministry and Parliament. Our petitions have been slighted; our remonstrances have produced additional violence and insult; our supplications have been disregarded; and we have been spurned, with contempt, from the foot of the throne! In vain, after these things, may we indulge the fond hope of peace and reconciliation. There is no longer any room for hope. If we wish to be free—if we mean to preserve inviolate those inestimable privileges for which we have been so long contending-if we mean not basely to abandon the noble struggle in which we have been so long engaged, and which we have pledged ourselves never to abandon until the glorious object of our contest shall be obtained-we must fight! I repeat it, sir, we must fight! An appeal to arms and to the God of hosts is all that is left us!

They tell us, sir, that we are weak; unable to cope with so formidable an adversary. But when shall we be stronger? Will it be the next week, or the next year? Will it be when we are totally disarmed, and when a British guard shall be stationed in every house? Shall we gather strength but irresolution and inaction? Shall we acquire the means of effectual resistance by lying supinely on our backs and hugging the delusive phantom of hope, until our enemies shall have bound us hand and foot? Sir, we are not weak if we make a proper use of those means which the God of nature hath placed in our power. The millions of people, armed in the holy cause of liberty, and in such a country as that which we possess, are invincible by any force which our enemy can send against us. Besides, sir, we shall not fight our battles alone. There is a just God who presides over the destinies of nations, and who will raise up friends to fight our battles for us. The battle, sir, is not to the strong alone; it is to the vigilant, the active, the brave. Besides, sir, we have no election. If we were base enough to desire it, it is now too late to retire from the contest. There is no retreat but in submission and slavery! Our chains are forged! Their clanking may be heard on the plains of Boston! The war is inevitable-and let it come! I repeat it, sir, let it come.

It is in vain, sir, to extenuate the matter. Gentlemen may cry, Peace, Peace—but there is no peace. The war is actually begun! The next gale that sweeps from the north will bring to our ears the clash of resounding arms! Our brethren are already in the field! Why stand we here idle? What is it that gentlemen wish? What would they have? Is life so dear, or peace so sweet, as to be purchased at the price of chains and slavery? Forbid it, Almighty God! I know not what course others may take; but as for me, give me liberty or give me death!

There you are, quite a bit to chew through, but it has held many captive by it’s forceful and convincing words.

Graciebird

Energy in Transit (Heat)

Wednesday, March 21st, 2007

*Sigh* I just finished reading an entire Wikipedia article on Heat. It was so fun being able to comprehend most of it and shout out in excitement to my younger brother, “Heat is defined as energy in transit from a higher temperature object to a lower one!”

Maybe, I could be the one to come up with a way to store heat! I’d be sooo rich. *Sigh*

Graciebird

Creator

Wednesday, March 21st, 2007

When man meets God he forgets all he ever was in the consuming light of that face.

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Grace

Look to the Heart

Sunday, March 18th, 2007

Beams of heaven as I go, through this wilderness below, guide my feet in peaceful ways, turn my midnights into days.

My heart falls to the ground, cracking in three like a clay pot. Silence surrounds me as all I can do is stand there and look at it.

Confusion floods me. Where were the angels to catch this heart as it fell through space? Where was the foundation that I thought I had laid this treasure of mine on?

After all the cultivation and work I had put into this ornament of mine, after I had gently handled it to brush the dust off, after I had cleaned its case so meticulously every few months, He would allow this to happen? Who did He think He was? Didn’t He know that the only person specially trained enough for handling this rare specimen was me? Didn’t I ask Him to treat it with special care, or did I only think I asked Him?

I asked the Lord that I might grow in faith and love and every grace, might more of His salvation know and seek more earnestly His faith. ‘Twas He who taught me thus to pray and He I trust has answered prayer, but it has been in such a way as almost drove me to despair. I hoped that in some favored hour had once He’d answered my request, and by His love’s constraining power, subdue my sins and give me rest. Instead of this He made me feel the hidden evils of my heart and let the angry powers of hell assault my soul in every part.

Shocking me, He lifted my heart out of its crystal case with unfeeling carpenter’s hands and hurled it to the floor.

Yet, unheeded by my shattering cries He produced a pure, soft, tightly woven cloth bag and knelt to the floor picking up my heart. As he swiftly tucked it away into the bag, I looked hard at the twinkling to discover a great, filthy impurty in the very middle of my crown jewel.

I would never have known.

Oh, Jesus. Lover of my soul and guardian of my heart. You pry my hands off this bauble of mine daily, yea, hourly, when I cling to it instead of to you in hopes of finding salvation in myself.

Gracie

Psalm 73

Sunday, March 18th, 2007

Everyone who has ever gone through any inward turmoil knows the joyful and restoring effect that reading Psalms has.

Psalm 73 is one of my favorites, not only because of the startling and familiar truth that is contained in it, but because it is also set to music by Indelible Grace.

1 Truly God is good to Israel,
To such as are pure in heart.
2 But as for me, my feet had almost stumbled;
My steps had nearly slipped.
3 For I was envious of the boastful,
When I saw the prosperity of the wicked.

4 For there are no pangs in their death,
But their strength is firm.
5 They are not in trouble as other men,
Nor are they plagued like other men.
6 Therefore pride serves as their necklace;
Violence covers them like a garment.
7 Their eyes bulge[a] with abundance;
They have more than heart could wish.
8 They scoff and speak wickedly concerning oppression;
They speak loftily.
9 They set their mouth against the heavens,
And their tongue walks through the earth.

10 Therefore his people return here,
And waters of a full cup are drained by them.
11 And they say, “How does God know?
And is there knowledge in the Most High?”
12 Behold, these are the ungodly,
Who are always at ease;
They increase in riches.
13 Surely I have cleansed my heart in vain,
And washed my hands in innocence.
14 For all day long I have been plagued,
And chastened every morning.

15 If I had said, “I will speak thus,”
Behold, I would have been untrue to the generation of Your children.
16 When I thought how to understand this,
It was too painful for me—
17 Until I went into the sanctuary of God;
Then I understood their end.

18 Surely You set them in slippery places;
You cast them down to destruction.
19 Oh, how they are brought to desolation, as in a moment!
They are utterly consumed with terrors.
20 As a dream when one awakes,
So, Lord, when You awake,
You shall despise their image.

21 Thus my heart was grieved,
And I was vexed in my mind.
22 I was so foolish and ignorant;
I was like a beast before You.
23 Nevertheless I am continually with You;
You hold me by my right hand.
24 You will guide me with Your counsel,
And afterward receive me to glory.

25 Whom have I in heaven but You?
And there is none upon earth that I desire besides You.
26 My flesh and my heart fail;
But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

27 For indeed, those who are far from You shall perish;
You have destroyed all those who desert You for harlotry.
28 But it is good for me to draw near to God;
I have put my trust in the Lord GOD,
That I may declare all Your works.

Grace

(!)

Sunday, March 18th, 2007

I just figured it out.

Blogging, like working out, takes commitment.

Oh, yeah.

Grace

Hope and Wait Quietly

Tuesday, March 13th, 2007

HOPE AND WAIT QUIETLY
An acrostic poem I wrote based on Lamentations 3

His hand has led me in dark places
Only to Him have I directed my words
Pleading to Him with cries and shouts
Even still He shuts out my prayer
As a lion waits in ambush
Not content with any other prey
Desolation flows over my head like water
Without ceasing, rivers of water engulf my eyes
Aging, my bones grow weak and break
I know my strength and hope have perished
Taunting people mock me all the day
Quell these fears, says my soul
Unfathomable are His mercies every morning
Indescribable is His faithfulness to me
Eternal life is found in those who make Him their portion
Therefore I hope in Him!
Let us turn back to the Lord and lift our hearts
You are the redeemer of our lives.

Gracie

Evolution of a Dinner

Thursday, March 8th, 2007

Fact: When you buy a ham from Costco you can expect to have it lying around in your fridge for the next whole month.

Myth: The kids won’t complain about eating it, after all, there are 101 ways to serve ham.

Macaroni and cheese doesn’t taste as good around the 5th day of eating it.

From small beginnings–

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To great soup–

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Accompanied by–

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Whole wheat dinner rolls.

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Gone!

Gracie

Smiley

Tuesday, March 6th, 2007

:)

*Edit* The picture was unanimously voted to be removed. It was too hideous for this blog.*End of Edit*

Grace