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Psalm 148

Sunday, March 21st, 2010

Psalm 148

Praise to the LORD from Creation

Praise the LORD!

Praise the LORD from the heavens;
Praise Him in the heights!
Praise Him, all His angels;
Praise Him, all His hosts!
Praise Him, sun and moon;
Praise Him, all you stars of light!
Praise Him, you heavens of heavens,
And you waters above the heavens!

Let them praise the name of the LORD,
For He commanded and they were created.
He also established them forever and ever;
He made a decree which shall not pass away.

Praise the LORD from the earth,
You great sea creatures and all the depths;
Fire and hail, snow and clouds;
Stormy wind, fulfilling His word;
Mountains and all hills;
Fruitful trees and all cedars;
Beasts and all cattle;
Creeping things and flying fowl;
Kings of the earth and all peoples;
Princes and all judges of the earth;
Both young men and maidens;
Old men and children.

Let them praise the name of the LORD,
For His name alone is exalted;
His glory is above the earth and heaven.
And He has exalted the horn of His people,
The praise of all His saints—
Of the children of Israel,
A people near to Him.

Praise the LORD!

Coram Deo~

The Ways of Charity

Thursday, March 11th, 2010

“Charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up.” If charity has gifts and graces beyond others, it restrains itself with the bridle of modesty and humility from vaunting or boasting or any thing in its carriage that may savour of conceit. Pride is a self-admirer, and despises others, and to please itself it cares not to displease others. There is nothing so unbearable in human or Christian society, so apt to alienate others’ affections, for the more we take of our own affection to ourselves, we shall have the less from others. Oh, these golden rules of Christian walking! ‘Be kindly affectioned one to another, with brotherly love in honour preferring one another.’ ‘Mind not these high things, but condescend to men of low estate. Be not wise in your own conceits’ (Rom. 12:10,16). Oh, but that were a comely strife among Christians! Each to prefer another in unfeigned love; and in ‘lowliness of mind,’ each to ‘esteem another better than himself’ (Phil. 2:3). ‘Knowledge puffeth up,’ says this apostle (1 Cor. 8:1), ‘but charity edifieth.’ Pride is but a swelling and a tumour of mind, but love is solid piety and real religion.

“Charity seeketh not her own [things].” Self-denial and true love are inseparable. Self-love makes a monopoly of all things to its own interest, and this is most opposite to Christian affection and communion, which puts all in one bank. If every one of the members should seek its own things, and not the good of the whole body, what a miserable distemper would it cause in the body! We are called into one body in Christ, and, therefore, we should not look on our own things only, ‘but every man also on the things of others’ (Phil. 2:4). There is a public interest of saints’ mutual edification in faith and love which charity will prefer to its own private interest. Addictedness to our own apprehension, and too much self-overweening and self-pleasing, is the grand enemy of that peace to which we are called in one body. Since one Spirit informs and enlivens all the members, what a monstrosity is it for one member to seek its own things, and attend its own private interest only, as if it were a distinct body.

— Hugh Binning, Christian Love; a Puritan Paperback.

Coram Deo~

Dark Chocolate Books

Thursday, January 28th, 2010

The one fear no child will have to deal with (for as long as they live in this house, anyway) is the fear that they will run out of books to read.
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I’m currently reading:
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  • Paradise Restored by David Chilton
  • Shadowplay by Tad Williams
  • At Large and At Small by Anne Fadiman
  • The Fruit of Her Hands by Nancy Wilson
  • The Saga of the Volsungs
  • and

  • That Hideous Strength by C.S. Lewis

Rather light material, over all… and no, I am not reading them in that order. I have to admit, I have the bad habit of starting several books; they all look so good, I can’t resist them; it’s like trying to choose one truffle from all the other delicious looking truffles in a chocolate shop. But, even though I tend to start several books at once, I usually focus on reading only one book at a time when it comes down to reading them. It doesn’t really make sense. :)

What are you reading currently? One book, or many books?

Coram Deo!

Stories From Mr. Mulliner

Monday, January 18th, 2010

Augustine was not an unduly superstitious young man, but the coincidence of this tonic arriving so soon after Jane had told him that a tonic was what he needed affected him deeply. It seemed to him that this thing must have been meant. He shook the bottle, uncorked it, and, pouring out a liberal tablespoonful, shut his eyes and swallowed it.
The medicine, he was glad to find, was not unpleasant to the taste. It had a slightly pungent flavour, rather like old boot-soles beaten up in sherry. Having taken the dose, he read for a while in a book of theological essays, and then went to bed.
And as his feet slipped between the sheets, he was annoyed to find that Mrs. Wardle, his housekeeper, had once more forgotten his hot-water bottle.
“Oh dash!” said Augustine.
He was thoroughly upset. He had told the woman over and over again that he suffered from cold feet and could not get to sleep unless the dogs were properly warmed up. He sprang out of bed and went to the head of the stairs.
“Mrs. Wardle!” bellowed Augustine in a voice that rattled the window-panes like a strong ‘nor-easter. Until tonight he had always been very much afraid of his housekeeper and had both walked and talked softly in her presence. But now he was conscious of a strange new fortitude. His head was singing a little, and he felt equal to a dozen Mrs. Wardles.
Shuffling footsteps made themselves heard.
“Well, what is it now?” asked a querulous voice.
Augustine snorted.
“I’ll tell you what it is now,” he roared. “How many times have I told you always to put a hot-water bottle in my bed? You’ve forgotten it again, you old clout-head!”
Mrs. Wardle peered up, astounded and militant.
“Mr. Mulliner, I am not accustomed–”
“Shut up!” thundered Augustine. “What I want from you is less back-chat and more hot-water bottles. Bring it up at once, or I leave tomorrow. Let me endeavour to get it into your concrete skull that you aren’t the only person letting rooms in this village. Any more lip and I shall walk straight round the corner, where I’ll be appreciated. Hot-water bottle ho! And look slippy about it.”
“Yes Mr. Mulliner. Certainly, Mr. Mulliner. In one moment, Mr. Mulliner.”
“Action! Action!” boomed Augustine. “Show some speed. Put a little snap into it.”
“Yes, yes, most decidedly Mr. Mulliner,” replied the chastened voice from below.
An hour later, as he was dropping off to sleep, a thought crept into Augustine’s head. Had he not been a little brusque with Mrs. Wardle? Had there not been in his manner something a shade abrupt — almost rude? Yes, he decided regretfully, there had. He lit a candle and reached for the diary which lay on the table at his beside.
He made an entry.

The meek shall inherit the earth. Am I sufficiently meek? I wonder. This evening, when reproaching Mrs. Wardle, my worthy housekeeper, for omitting to place a hot-water bottle in my bed, I spoke quite crossly. The provocation was severe, but still I was surely to blame for allowing my passions to run riot. Mem: Must guard agst. this.

When he woke the next morning, different feeling prevailed. He took his ante-breakfast dose of Buck-U-Uppo: and looking at the entry in the diary, could scarcely believe that it was he who had written it. “Quite cross?” Of course he had been quite cross. Wouldn’t anybody be quite cross who was for ever being persecuted by beetle-wits who forgot hot-water bottles?
Erasing the words with one strong dash of a thick-leaded pencil, he scribbled in the margin a hasty “Mashed potatoes! Served the old idiot right!” and went down to breakfast.

Mulliner’s Buck-U-Uppo by P.G. Wodehouse :)

Coram Deo~

Candles in the Dark

Saturday, January 16th, 2010

TOR. There are candles in the dark and cold voices.
I hear mass chanted for the master’s soul
in Ely isle. Thus ages pass,
and men after men. Mourning voices
of women weeping. So the world passes;
day follows day, and the dust gathers,
his tomb crumbles, as time gnaws it,
and his kith and kindred out of ken dwindle. So men flicker and in the mirk go out.
The world withers and the wind rises;
the candles are quenched. Cold falls the night.

The lights disappear as he speaks. Torhthelm’s voice becomes louder, but it is still the voice of one speaking in a dream.

It’s dark! It’s dark, and doom is coming!
Is no light left us? A light kindle,
and fan the flame! Lo! Fire now wakens,
hearth is burning, house is lighted,
men there gather. Out of the mists they come
through darkling doors whereat doom waiteth.
Hark! I hear them in the hall chanting:
stern words they sing with strong voices.
(He chants) Heart shall be bolder, harder be purpose,
more proud the spirit as our power lessens!
Mind shall not falter nor mood waver,
though doom shall come and dark conquer.
There is a great bump and jolt of the cart.
Hey! what a bump, Tída! My bones are shaken,
and my dream shattered. It’s dark and cold.

TÍD. Aye, a bump on the bone is bad for dreams,
and it’s a cold waking. But your words are queer,
Torhthelm my lad, with your talk of wind
and doom conquering and a dark ending.
It sounded fey and fell-hearted,
and heathenish, too: I don’t hold with that.
It’s night right enough; but there’s no firelight:
dark is over all, and dead is master.
When morning comes; it’ll be much like others:
more labour and loss till the land’s ruined;
ever work and war till the world passes away.

The cart rumbles and bumps on.

— J.R.R. Tolkien.

Coram Deo~

Autumn People

Wednesday, November 18th, 2009

He tapped a yellowed newspaper ad dated October 12, 1888, and ran his fingernail under this:

J.C. COOGER AND G.M. DARK PRESENT THE PANDEMONIUM THEATER CO. COMBINED SIDE SHOWS AND UN-NATURAL MUSEUMS, INTERNATIONAL!

“J.C. G.M.” said Jim. “Those are the same initials as on the throwaways around town this week. But — it couldn’t be the same men…”

“No?” Will’s father rubbed his elbows. “My goose pimples run counter to that.”

He laid forth some other old newspapers.

“1860. 1846. Same ad. Same names. Same initials. Dark and Cooger, Cooger and Dark, they came and went, but only once every twenty, thirty, forty years, so people forgot. Where were they all the other years? Traveling. And more than traveling. Always in October: October 1846, October 1860, October 1888, October 1910, and October now, tonight.” His voice trailed off. “… Beware the autumn people…”

“What?”

“An old religious tract. Pastor Newgate Phillips, I think. Read it as a boy. How does it go again?”

He tried to remember. He licked his lips. He did remember.

” ‘For some, autumn comes early, stays late through life where October follows September and November touches October and then instead of December and Christ’s birth, there is no Bethlehem Star, no rejoicing, but September comes again and old October and so on down the years, with no winter, spring, or revivifying summer. For these beings, fall is the ever normal season, the only weather, there be no choice beyond. Where do they come from? The dust. Where do they go? The grave. Does blood stir in their veins? No: the night wind. What ticks in their head? The worm. What speaks from their mouth? The toad. What sees from their eye? The snake. What hears with their ear? The abyss between the stars. They sift the human storm for souls, eat flesh of reason, fill tombs with sinners. They frenzy forth. In gusts they beetle-scurry, creep, thread, filter, motions, make all moons sullen, and surely cloud all clear-run waters. The spider-web hears them, trembles — breaks. Such are the autumn people. Beware of them.’ ”

After a pause, both boys exhaled at once.

“The autumn people,” said Jim. “That’s them. Sure!

“Then — ” Will swallowed — “does that make us… summer people?”

“Not quite.” Charles Halloway shook his head. “Oh, you’re nearer summer than me. If I was ever a rare fine summer person, that’s long ago. Most of us are half-and-half. The August noon in us works to stave off the November chills. We survive by what little Fourth of July wits we’ve stashed away. But there are times when we’re all autumn people.”

“Not you Dad!”

“Not you Mr. Halloway!”

He turned quickly to see both appraising him, paleness next to paleness, hands on knees as if to bolt.

“It’s a way of speaking. Easy, boys. I’m after the facts. Will, do you really know your Dad? Shouldn’t you know me, and me you, if it’s going to be us’ns again them’ns?”

– Ray Bradbury, Something Wicked This Way Comes

Coram Deo~

Short-Sightedness

Tuesday, November 17th, 2009

Here’s a fantastic quote from John Newton, stolen from Jerry Bridges Respectable Sins which I am currently reading through:

[One of the marks of Christian maturity which a believer should seek is] an acquiescence in the Lord’s will founded in a persuasion of His wisdom, holiness, sovereignty, and goodness… So far as we attain to this, we are secure from disappointment. Our own limited views, and short-sighted purposes and desires, may be, and will be, often over-ruled; but then our main and leading desire, that the will of the Lord may be done, must be accomplished. How highly does it become us, both as creatures and as sinners, to submit to the appointments of our Maker! and how necessary it is to our peace! This great attainment is too often unthought of, and over-looked; we are prone to fix our attention upon the second causes and immediate instruments of events; forgetting that whatever befalls us is seasonable in itself, and shall in the issue be productive of good. From hence arise impatience, resentment, and secret repinings, which are not only sinful, but tormenting; whereas, if all things are in His hand, if the very hairs on our head are numbered; if every event, great and small, is under the direction of His providence and purpose; and if He has a wise, holy, and gracious end in view, to which everything that happens is subordinate and subservient;– then we have nothing to do, but with patience and humility to follow as He leads, and cheefully to expect a happy issue… How happy are they who can resign all to Him, see His hand in every dispensation, and believe that He chooses better for them than they possibly could for themselves!

— John Newton

Coram Deo~

Soul-Comforts

Wednesday, November 11th, 2009

“All the days ordained for me were written in Your book before one of them came to be.” — Psalm 139:16

I have come to the conclusion that I do not appreciate nightmares wherein I forget my camera bag with my camera and lenses at a restaurant, realize what I did an hour later in my dream, and rush back to the restaurant only to find someone has stolen all my precious camera gear! No, I do NOT appreciate this sort of nightmare at all.

Losing “everything” in my dream got me thinking, though, about just how tightly I hold onto my possessions, little and big, that I’ve worked hard to buy, and call my own. I would weep bitter tears over the loss or destruction of my camera, or even over the loss of my wimpy, little 50mm f/1.8 lens. But even if this did happen (perish the thought ;) ), would I view it as an unconsolable loss, or would I reconsider the true worth of my possessions, and see it as a providential event from God in the process of bringing me closer to Him?

Our tendency, when we are threatened with the loss of our goods and kindred, is to grasp them tighter to avoid them slipping out of our fingers. This is partly good; we are supposed to have affection for things on this earth — even our Lord cares about such silly things as sparrows and lilies. And we are to be stewards of our time, money, and possessions, and loving, humble servants to our brothers and sisters in Christ, but when we grasp our goods and kindred tighter, and grow anxious over their fate to the point where we could not bear God prying our fingers off of them, we have let a soul-diminishing power to have possessions come between us and our love for God.

This quote from Jerry Bridges taken from his excellent book, Respectable Sins, speaks well about the sinfulness of our all-too-common response of anxiety and frustration over our circumstances or loss of our possessions:

Anxiety is a sin also because it is a lack of acceptance of God’s providence in our lives. God’s providence may be simply defined as God’s orchestrating all circumstances and events in His universe for His glory and the good of His people. Some believers have difficulty accepting the fact that God does in fact orchestrate all events and circumstances, even those of us who do believe it often lose sight of this glorious truth. Instead we tend to focus on the immediate causes of our anxiety rather than remembering that those causes are under the sovereign control of God.

So, even if it’s an annoyance as small as losing that hour of reading in a day, being exasperatingly misunderstood by others, or a hardship as big as suddenly suffering the loss of a loved wife, or the unremitting pains of bad health, remember that God orchestrates all events, mundane and monumental, to His glory, and the good of those who love Him and keep His commandments. Don’t be anxious, and don’t be frustrated when your plans waltz down a different path than the one you’re on. In every event, conversation, and day God will be glorified — there is a transcendent, perfect plan that rises above the clouded vision here on earth, yet is utterly involved in every word that is spoken, look that is given, and action made. God is not a heartless tyrant who takes joy in our frustrations and trials; the loss of one thing He replaces with something more glorious and lovely. Even if it is not the material replacement of a lost possession or earthly relationship, He is bringing you to greater joy and contentment in Him, and only Him. And this is a soul-comfort.

Coram Deo!

Those Who Sow in Tears

Wednesday, October 14th, 2009

As I was reading this Psalm, I was encouraged by these holy, inerrant, and inspired promises of Psalm 126:

When the Lord brought back the captivity of Zion,
We were like those who dream.
Then our mouth was filled with laughter,
And our tongue with singing.
Then they said among the nations,
“The Lord has done great things for them.”
The Lord has done great things for us,
And we are glad.

Bring back our captivity, O Lord
As the streams in the South.

Those who sow in tears
Shall reap in joy.

He who continually goes forth weeping
Shall doubtless come again with rejoicing,
Bringing his sheaves with him.

Psalm 126

I hope this Psalm is inspiring and healing for those who are suffering hardships, and that today, as you face yet more trials and tears, you would remember that God is bringing these circumstances into your life for your sanctification and His glory — one day you will see the joyful harvest of your tears.

Coram Deo!

A Phenomenon

Friday, October 9th, 2009

Is it a miracle of miracles?

My mom actually wrote on her blog again after a dormancy of 4 months. Stepping Heavenward With Elizabeth Prentiss.

I was privileged to hear her give this talk about Elizabeth Prentiss’ life at the OPC Ladies’ Retreat in Pleasanton last weekend — Stepping Heavenward is one of my favorite books, and it had (and still has) a convicting impact on me when I read it for the first time several years ago. Elizabeth Prentiss left behind a legacy of influential writing and a testimony as a faithful servant of the Lord, despite the many trials and pains she went through, that is still blessing and inspiring Christian women today who are going through similar hardships. My Mom did a great job highlighting those providential trials and wonderful workings of the Lord in the life of Elizabeth Prentiss in her inspiring talk and post.

Coram Deo!