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A Few Thoughts on Red, White, and Blue

Sunday, July 4th, 2010

At first I was rather sorry to hear that today, July 4th, fell on a Sunday this year. But now I am rather glad, for it highlights a few things I strive to remember most every Independence Day.

First: My allegiance and fear always and only belong to one sovereign, King Jesus. Sappy patriotism and Godly fear and righteousness to the King of Kings do not mix, and should not be considered as being on the same level with one another.

Second: While I need to render Godly obedience to those authorities over me, it is only Godly so long as that obedience is not in direct transgression to God’s laws. When and where I can I will peacefully resist and undo such laws that require me to render disobedience, slavery, and state worship.

Third: I will strive to peacefully build up and restore this country, and unshackle the bonds of tyranny that we lay under; and I will raise my children to do the same in Godly obedience and wisdom.

Fourth: Reformation and restoration of the heart of this country will never occur until reformation and restoration occurs first in the hearts of individual men, families, and local churches and communities. Don’t look to the highest courts for serious change in the morality of our country until our own hearts, families, and church governments are found steadfast and faithful in Christ and His law.

Fifth: I despise and abhor the depravity of all the preemptive warfare our country has engaged in over the past 150 years; and I pray that the wars in which we are now engaged in numerous countries around the world, and slaughter of innocent men, women, and children may cease soon. War is rarely, rarely justified, and that is why our Founding Fathers tried all other means of reconciliation before they engaged in war.

Sixth: I take pleasure in the joy and love present in gathering together in cheerful celebration with fellow Christian families in my community. In a culture that is sadly fragmented and individualistic, and where strong, Christian communities are almost nonexistent, it gladdens me to celebrate with a community of Christian brethren that rejoices in God’s grace, and heartily enjoys the good gifts He has given us on this earth. Today is a felicitous opportunity to relish good food, good, thought-provoking conversation, and good fellowship.

Seventh: I celebrate hope on the 4th of July, and trust in the promises of God. His kingdom will grow to fill the earth, and is furthered every day by our common, humble, and faithful living. What He requires is hard work, perseverance, and faith in trials; nevertheless, we according to His promise, look for for new heavens and a new earth in which righteousness dwells. Stand firm in your faith despite the faithlessness that rages around you; blessed are those who put their trust in God.

Coram Deo!

Peek Behind the Curtain

Friday, March 5th, 2010

If you were to give a cursory glance over news headlines, and if you were to half-listen to the raving and screaming of neo-conservative pundits on talk radio, you might be very, very worried. Scared to death that the Democrats are finally going to carry through their evil plans; that war and terror are going to be unleashed now, and the end is near because a change in administration from a Republican president to a Democratic one *must* mean that the anti-christ is on the horizon. The earthquakes lately have been something awful, too — the most severe earthquakes in the history of the world! Or at least since we started measuring earthquakes on the Richter scale in the 1880s.

Umm, not exactly… read this, and think again. Obama’s approval ratings have dropped like a block of cement to the bottom of the ocean floor. He and his administration are just as dependent on garnering the support of the pro-war, pro-police state masses as Bush was during his administration. Even Nero feared the masses, and tried to secure their votes by giving them bread and circuses. And lately, the Senate and Congress have tied themselves into one messy knot of filibusters, resignations, and super-majorities, oh my!
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Our problems with our economy, our education, and our politics at large, have not simply been caused by shifting political winds. That’s akin to saying “the devil made us do it.” Our political problems are moral and cultural; and at the heart of everything that a truly freedom-loving, paleo-conservative Christian hates is not one big, grinning face running the whole show… If you peek behind the curtain you’ll find millions upon millions of people who have unperturbedly, and willingly, sacrificed their time, children, education, and religion in order to have bread and circuses. And a majority of these people are Christians who have embraced more subtle forms of poison, such as charter schools, soft-style feminism, and military and state glorification.

So, let’s tear down the Federal Reserve, but don’t be surprised if it’s built back up in a generation because we also failed to tear down fallacious philosophies that are deep-rooted in our culture, our churches, and our daily lives.

I do think that our current political overlords will wreak much damage. But, my greatest fear and worry is that our culture will continue its degenerate, unprincipled free-fall all the way to the bottom. Yes, people do perish for a lack of knowledge.

Coram Deo~

Don’t Trade Your Soul For Cheap Grace

Thursday, March 4th, 2010

Here are some quotes to chew on from Dietrich Bonhoeffer on the cost of grace:

Cheap grace is the deadly enemy of our Church. We are fighting today for costly grace. Cheap grace means grace sold on the market like cheapjacks’ wares. The sacraments, the forgiveness of sin, and the consolations of religion are thrown away at cut prices. Grace is represented as the Church’s inexhaustible treasury, from which she showers blessings with generous hands, without asking questions or fixing limits. Grace without price; grace without cost! The essence of grace, we suppose, is that the account has been paid in advance; and, because it has been paid, everything can be had for nothing…

Cheap grace means grace as a doctrine, a principle, a system. It means forgiveness of sins proclaimed as a general truth, the love of God taught as the Christian ‘conception’ of God. An intellectual assent to that idea is held to be of itself sufficient to secure remission of sins… In such a Church the world finds a cheap covering for its sins; no contrition is required, still less any real desire to be delivered from sin. Cheap grace therefore amounts to a denial of the living Word of God, in fact, a denial of the Incarnation of the Word of God.

Cheap grace means the justification of sin without the justification of the sinner. Grace alone does everything they say, and so everything can remain as it was before. ‘All for sin could not atone.’ Well, then, let the Christian live like the rest of the world, let him model himself on the world’s standards in every sphere of life, and not presumptuously aspire to live a different life under grace from his old life under sin…

Cheap grace is the grace we bestow on ourselves. Cheap grace is the preaching of forgiveness without requiring repentance, baptism without church discipline, Communion without confession… Cheap grace is grace without discipleship, grace without the cross, grace without Jesus Christ, living and incarnate.

Costly grace is the gospel which must be sought again and again and again, the gift which must be asked for, the door at which a man must knock. Such grace is costly because it calls us to follow, and it is grace because it calls us to follow Jesus Christ. It is costly because it costs a man his life, and it is grace because it gives a man the only true life. It is costly because it condemns sin, and grace because it justifies the sinner. Above all, it is costly because it cost God the life of his Son: “ye were bought at a price,” and what has cost God much cannot be cheap for us. Above all, it is grace because God did not reckon his Son too dear a price to pay for our life, but delivered him up for us. Costly grace is the Incarnation of God.

Costly grace is the sanctuary of God; it has to be protected from the world, and not thrown to the dogs. It is therefore the living word, the Word of God, which he speaks as it pleases him. Costly grace confronts us as a gracious call to follow Jesus. It comes as a word of forgiveness to the broken spirit and the contrite heart. Grace is costly because it compels a man to submit to the yoke of Christ and follow him; it is grace because Jesus says: “My yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

Coram Deo~

Mish-Mash

Wednesday, February 3rd, 2010

Ringing ears. Sore throats. Pride and Prejudice. Coconut oil. The smell of sourdough bread baking. Bittersweet, silky smooth mochas. Black and white pictures. Tractors. Steep hills. Apocalyptic food movies. Achey bones. Piano music for Time After Time. The Adventures of Tintin. Bacon. Revelation. The wonderful feeling of hot soup as it travels down my throat. Singing lessons. Burnpiles. Homemade fettuccine. White wine. Béla Fleck. Lakes of mud. Bill Murray in “Groundhog Day.” This describes my life.

It’s a mish-mash.

I prescribe a square of dark chocolate to myself every day to stay happy. Some days, two. Though, I admit, I have little, little indeed to complain about. Scratch that. I actually have nothing to complain about. Even if I had to eat manna every day, God’s ears would not find it acceptable to listen to me grousing about eating manna again; could I have a side order of quail with that, please? For some reason, I find it easy to justify having a rotten, no-good attitude, so long as it doesn’t spill over into an action. I’m old enough now to fight the actions easy enough… but it’s nice to indulge in the attitudes every once in a while, or even every day, to make myself feel better. Temporarily. Unfortunately for me, God requires that I sacrifice even my attitudes to His refinement, and not indulge in my half-muttered, half-thought words and disgruntled, complaining attitudes. This, too, counts as sin, and I must slay it the same as I am fervently fighting to slay this blasted cold.

Stone by Stone

Wednesday, January 6th, 2010

Mercy and truth have met together; Righteousness and peace have kissed. Truth shall spring out of the earth and righteousness shall look down from heaven…

The hardest cross to bear is the daily one. The hardest battles are the continuous, nondescript, small skirmishes. The hardest people to love are those who we face day after day. Daily faith calls for patience beyond the furthest point of endurance. Yet, if there is one thing that foils the wiles of the Devil, and smothers the lies of our own deceitful hearts, it is living out our “Spirituality” day by day, and knowing that our everyday deeds of love and mercy bring forth the heavenly kingdom. This is a freeing concept, for instead of being bound in fear to a slavish man-made system, we are granted the status of servanthood, receive truth from the very Word of God, and know that our eating and drinking, too, ought to be done to God’s glory. Tiny mustard seeds grow into mighty trees. A little leaven leavens the whole lump — anyone who’s baked bread knows that. Patiently teaching squirming children day in and out has earthly and eternal significance in the building of God’s kingdom? Yes, when done for the glory of God.

But, with our heads down to the wearisome task and our hands repetitiously performing the same assignments, we should beware of getting so caught up in our daily grinding and doing that we blear our eyes to the crystalline blueprint all around us — our small efforts carry weight, but it’s the weight of stones together that comprise the building, and the more stones the grander the building. Here we can point out the buttresses, there the vaulting, here the intricately patterned floor, and there, there is the Cornerstone upon which the Master Mason will set all other stones. Stepping back, we crane our heads upwards and gasp to take in the soaring majesty of this building — we cannot take it in being so close… running, climbing, we must ascend a mountain to observe the scope of this building. It rivals the Pyramids, overshadows the Parthenon, outshines the Lighthouse of Alexandria, and is wondrously beautiful. This is what generations of ordinary saints have been laboring at, stone by stone, following the Master Builder’s blueprint, who, though they can not yet see the building in its entirety, have faith to the end. The walls are real, and they are ascending to the Heavens.

Therefore be patient, brethren, until the coming of the Lord. See how the farmer waits for the precious fruit of the earth, waiting patiently for it until it receives the early and latter rain. You also be patient. Establish your hearts, for the coming of the Lord is at hand. — James 5:7-8

Coram Deo!

Soul-Comforts

Wednesday, November 11th, 2009

“All the days ordained for me were written in Your book before one of them came to be.” — Psalm 139:16

I have come to the conclusion that I do not appreciate nightmares wherein I forget my camera bag with my camera and lenses at a restaurant, realize what I did an hour later in my dream, and rush back to the restaurant only to find someone has stolen all my precious camera gear! No, I do NOT appreciate this sort of nightmare at all.

Losing “everything” in my dream got me thinking, though, about just how tightly I hold onto my possessions, little and big, that I’ve worked hard to buy, and call my own. I would weep bitter tears over the loss or destruction of my camera, or even over the loss of my wimpy, little 50mm f/1.8 lens. But even if this did happen (perish the thought ;) ), would I view it as an unconsolable loss, or would I reconsider the true worth of my possessions, and see it as a providential event from God in the process of bringing me closer to Him?

Our tendency, when we are threatened with the loss of our goods and kindred, is to grasp them tighter to avoid them slipping out of our fingers. This is partly good; we are supposed to have affection for things on this earth — even our Lord cares about such silly things as sparrows and lilies. And we are to be stewards of our time, money, and possessions, and loving, humble servants to our brothers and sisters in Christ, but when we grasp our goods and kindred tighter, and grow anxious over their fate to the point where we could not bear God prying our fingers off of them, we have let a soul-diminishing power to have possessions come between us and our love for God.

This quote from Jerry Bridges taken from his excellent book, Respectable Sins, speaks well about the sinfulness of our all-too-common response of anxiety and frustration over our circumstances or loss of our possessions:

Anxiety is a sin also because it is a lack of acceptance of God’s providence in our lives. God’s providence may be simply defined as God’s orchestrating all circumstances and events in His universe for His glory and the good of His people. Some believers have difficulty accepting the fact that God does in fact orchestrate all events and circumstances, even those of us who do believe it often lose sight of this glorious truth. Instead we tend to focus on the immediate causes of our anxiety rather than remembering that those causes are under the sovereign control of God.

So, even if it’s an annoyance as small as losing that hour of reading in a day, being exasperatingly misunderstood by others, or a hardship as big as suddenly suffering the loss of a loved wife, or the unremitting pains of bad health, remember that God orchestrates all events, mundane and monumental, to His glory, and the good of those who love Him and keep His commandments. Don’t be anxious, and don’t be frustrated when your plans waltz down a different path than the one you’re on. In every event, conversation, and day God will be glorified — there is a transcendent, perfect plan that rises above the clouded vision here on earth, yet is utterly involved in every word that is spoken, look that is given, and action made. God is not a heartless tyrant who takes joy in our frustrations and trials; the loss of one thing He replaces with something more glorious and lovely. Even if it is not the material replacement of a lost possession or earthly relationship, He is bringing you to greater joy and contentment in Him, and only Him. And this is a soul-comfort.

Coram Deo!

Hands and Feet

Saturday, October 24th, 2009

These things I command you, that you love one another. — John 15:17

The clock reads 3:30 a.m. Hmm, this beginning line sounds familiar, like I just used it recently. Oh, wait, I did. :)

My point still stands. The clock reads 3:30 a.m. Why then art thou awake, O Sleeper, at this hour?

The decrees of God, and His commanding, loving, providential hands can pierce the foggiest sleeping veil of the morning hours, and are worked out regardless of men’s frail dreams, and tenacious clinging to life… the Lord gives and the Lord takes away. And no one can stop babies from coming at 3:30 a.m. in the morning, if the Lord wills it.

The basic question as we groggily wake and stand with sleep-muddled heads is: How do we fit awkwardly into the pattern of this grand design? God gives us the summons to be His Kingdom workers as the hands and feet of the body of Christ; and the call is to community — imperfect, wearying, and fragmented as it may be week to week, and even at the times we feel most like polydactyls. :D But our love is not love if it fluctuates with our fickle feelings, and our commitment is not a concrete commitment if we refuse to rise at 3:30 a.m. for those fellow members of Christ’s body who are in need.

Love one another. Like a little child who discovers a garnet or crystal that sparkles brightly in their grasp, once I grasped for the first time a basic theological principle when I was younger, it delighted me; fresh and clear as it was to me, I treasured it, talking about it with my parents, and seeing its golden thread running through verse after verse on the pages of my Bible. But, as can easily happen, the golden thread started to fade after I grew a little older. “Love one another?” How rudimentary. How mundane. How unsophisticated. That’s so elementary and basic, I don’t need to review that! Besides “love” is so squishy and touchy-feely, how could I possibly feel that way all the time about just anybody, especially those frustrating brothers and sisters, and exasperating people at church? This betrayed (and betrays ever yet) a creeping misconception of my view of love; for love is not anchored to feelings, though feelings may follow love, and through enduring we may “grow fond of old so-and-so.” But our loving is tested through the washing of wounds, the serving of bread, and the cleaning of floors, time after time after time; the beauty of God will shine through even the mundane things and people as we joyfully embrace our calling.

It’s easy to seek to love those outside of our circumference of family and friends, because without the close contact and rubbing of elbows no one else can as easily see our own spots and wrinkles, short temper, and capricious feelings for those who are hurting, suffering, or just plain, old exasperating. And it’s easy to lose that sense of commitment, fervent as it may have been in the beginning, to those same old faces at home and at church. A truly ideal situation would be one where we were able to surround ourselves by people who think and act just like us, right? C.S. Lewis addressed this, however, in the following quote:

The truly wide taste in reading is that which enables a man to find something for his needs on the sixpenny tray outside any secondhand bookshop. The truly wide taste in humanity will similarly find something to appreciate in the cross-section of humanity whom one has to meet every day. In my experience it is Affection that creates this taste, teaching us first to notice, then to endure, then to smile at, then to enjoy, and finally to appreciate, the people who “happen to be there.” Made for use? Thank God, no. They are themselves, odder than you could have believed and worth far more than we guessed.

I’ve learned to a degree as I’ve grown older, that it is through loving, sharing, and using these “jewels” that they shine more brightly — if we set them, and leave them to be displayed in our pride as wall hangings and books, then they grow dull and gray. “Love one another;” it’s there hanging on my wall, can’t you see? It is through patient instructing, and the taking up of such humble objects as the basin and the towel that we grow in our sanctification, and in our sanctifying, cleanse the bride of Christ from spots and blemishes. We need to teach with patience. Love with tenderness. And free our humility from pride. “We then who are strong ought to bear with the scruples of the weak, and not to please ourselves. Let each of us please his neighbor for his good, leading to edification. For even Christ did not please Himself, but as it is written, ‘The reproaches of those who reproached You fell on me.’ For whatever things were written before were written for our learning, that we through the patience and comfort of the Scriptures might have hope.” — Romans 15:1-4

So what is the will of God for my serving and ministry where He has me right now? I might find the first trail of clues as to that calling by looking at the surrounding familiar faces that greet me day in and day out and at my local church. And I am called with my hands and feet to serve them with the basin and towel. Even if they are odder than I could have believed and worth far more than I guessed.

Coram Deo!

My Photography Tips

Wednesday, October 14th, 2009

Here are a few photography tips I’ve compiled. These are not hard and fast or “professional” rules; but they are tips I have found useful to follow as a photographer.

A good photographer:

Does not let the elements of the weather, lighting, and environment rule him. He is able to take a good picture despite rain, fading light, and noisy, busy crowds of people.
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He knows that it is not the camera equipment that makes a great picture, but is is the person behind the camera who knows how to use that equipment to its limits. He understands the basic rules of photography and composition and can explain the terms: ISO, Aperture, Shutter Speed, and Metering. Auto Mode can take a photographer so far, but nothing can compare to the color and clarity that can be achieved in a photo by using the camera in Manual Mode. This might mean reading your camera manual cover to cover — you bought the camera in the first place; know how to use it.
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He does not force the moment or natural expressions of people. There is a time and place for posing and setting up a shot, and there is a time and place for simply having your camera and settings ready.
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He is not afraid to use his camera. I’ve seen so many people look around nervously, reach quickly down to pull out their camera, hastily take a picture, then put their camera away again. Stop it. If you are serious about photography as a hobby or profession, you have to become bolder about taking pictures. This doesn’t go against what I said about not “forcing” the moment. But if you aren’t there and ready, you’ll never get that moment. My tip for overcoming this fear of taking pictures in public is to take all the more pictures in public; take your camera everywhere with you, and your friends and family will get used to having you and it around and will start identifying you as a “photographer.” It will make both you and them less nervous about taking pictures/having their pictures taken.
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He shoots with his camera… often. You won’t get used to your tool, improve your eye, or come out with any great photos unless you are using your camera a lot. These photos don’t have to be of the most fascinating things in the world. But sometimes the most breathtaking pictures have been of the most mundane things. Mundane is beautiful, and sometimes it takes seeing it through the eyes of a camera to realize that.
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He is not afraid to get up close. The difference, often, between a bland photo and a great photo, is how close the photographer was to the subject. When you’re taking pictures of people and trying to capture their emotions, you can’t do that very well if you are 500 feet away from them. Fill up the frame. Fall in love with taking pictures of eyes, lips, hands, hair, and wild and wacky expressions. These aren’t mannequins you’re taking pictures of, they’re living, breathing, honest-to-goodness people!
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He tries out different angles all the time. Get up high, and get down low. Tilt it. Go with upside down!
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He takes photo after photo after photo. Don’t be satisfied until you do get that picture you are after — but cull your photos ruthlessly when editing.
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He has fun. If taking pictures doesn’t make you happy and bring you joy, then you were definitely not cut out to be a photographer!
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Coram Deo!

A Blustery Day

Tuesday, October 13th, 2009

Raindrops streak through the air exploding on the dirt with the force of miniature grenades. Wispy fog ghosts scurry through the valley, and multitudes of dead leaves, like kites loosed from their strings, hurry, hurry, hurry as they fly through the air vainly seeking to escape the clutches of the willfully wicked wind. ‘Oh, t’would be better to fall to the ground in decay than whirled endlessly upon this gale!’

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A couple of wry observations made about the weather by Jack, my little brother, have been:

It must really be raining if the cats are wet!

It’s cold and wet outside! (Really? We couldn’t tell!) ;)

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I’m still waiting for the heffalumps to show up, though.

Coram Deo!

The Gourd’s Revelation

Friday, October 9th, 2009

Rebekah and I were musing over gourds and people the other day… examining a large crateful of them, we ascertained the fact that all the gourds had warts and bumps, just like people! But… some gourds just happened to have more warts and bumps than others. :D

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Coram Deo!