Here’s a convicting quote from George MacDonald; far too often, I also fuss over small, trifling things, and waste my time fretting about unimportant quarrels and worries… I should be able to let these small things go when they are taken from me or lost, not because it is wrong to care for them, but because I know my sovereign God ordains even the smallest things that come to pass, such as, losing a book or picking the checkout line in the grocery store that has the most annoying person in the store in front of me.
This quote is taken from a book of George MacDonald quotes, compiled by C.S. Lewis.
We, too, dull our understandings with trifles, fill the heavenly spaces with phantoms, waste the heavenly time with hurry. When I trouble myself over a trifle, even a trifle confessed — the loss of some little article, say — spurring my memory, and hunting the house, not from immediate need, but from dislike of loss; when a book has been borrowed of me and not returned, and I have forgotten the borrower, and fret over the missing volume… is it not time I lost a few things when I care for them so unreasonably? This losing of things is of the mercy of God: it comes to teach us to let them go. Or have I forgotten a thought that came to me, which seemed of the truth?… I keep trying and trying to call it back, feeling a poor man till that thought be recovered — to be far more lost, perhaps, in a notebook, into which I shall never look again to find it! I forgot that it is the live things God cares about.
— George MacDonald
Coram Deo!